This boredom is killing me

I just finished the documentation I provided for the quasi-training I conducted yesterday. I have nothing else to do. I am bored as hell! It's still 5:15pm on my wristwatch. I still have at least two hours more because I arrived at the office half past 9 this morning. I still have other things to simulate though, but I feel tired. I already scheduled it when I return from my trip back home. Yes, I will be flying back to Manila again. Flying is a bit boring for me already. I've been flying in and out of the country since 2001.

I am not excited with this trip. I am not looking forward for something else. The only thing that excites me is to see the new look of the newly-built garden in our family house in Ilocos and the dirty kitchen my sister financed to built during her last vacation and of course, the birthday of my dearest mother.

I am planning to see a concert but I am tired of watching a concert by myself. I remember, I once watched a concert on valentines day. Imagine sitting there by myself while others are with their friends or significant others. I want this time to be with someone else. I'd like to share it withsomebody else.

I don't want to get hurt again just like the last time I planned of seeing a concert with someone but end up not going with her - only to find out she is with someone else already.
This vacation will be longer one (the longest vacation ever since) since Taiwanese will be celebrating their Chinese New Year and it lasts for a week. I will be leaving ahead tomorrow because all bookings are full this week.

Yes, this monotony is giving me headache. Worst, I will bear it for another year. I still have to stay here for another year. Not that I don't want though, but I am hoping my stay here will be worth it. I hope new projects will come in as days pass by. Without nothing to do, my brain seems to comprehend abnormally. Sometimes, I don't remember my vocabulary. I feel dumb already. "Nabobobo na ata ako".

Yes! Its 5:30pm already. I still have another hour to bear - because I have no choice.