Mixed Emotions

Romance or not, now I can undestand the words "it's hard to say goodbye".

Two weeks before my departure tommorrow, back to the Philippines, I was excited to go home. Now, the taught of leaving is starting to sink in. I am lonely. I am scared. Im hypocrite if I won't admit that I am still hoping that I could stay here a little much longer.

I don't know why. Maybe I am lonely that I will not be able to see those people I usually see in the office for two years. Funny thing is I don't know their names but sure am I that I will remember them. Maybe I have this feeling of regret of not be able to befriend most of them. Maybe because I don't know what's instore for me when I go back to the Philippines. I've already deviced some plans while waiting for my departure tomorrow but it starting to fall and don't know where I start.

Oh, I hate this. Why do I have to suffer like this. i am aware that sooner or later I will leave this country, but hell I am not prepared for it.

I guess I'll take in a positive way, as one said to me last night. I guess I could. But I let myself to be sad until whatever that 'positive way" will come.

Back for Good

I was caught off-guard when I received the news that my trip from the Philippines to Taipei will be my last. Somehow, I was saddened by the news but I guess, there are other things instore for me. I always pray to him to help me find what will makes me truly happy and maybe His answered was for me to go back to the Philippines to get it.

This will be my last post as I might redesign this blog since no "Taipei Life" anymore, only Manila and probably Ilocos Norte life. Or maybe, "any country" life, let's see.

All in all, my stay here was great. It's been two long years and I guess, it's about time.

Goodbye, Taiwan. You will remain in my hearth.