What's up with Monday?

Gone are the days when I'm so eager to go to school on the first day of the week. When I wake up early every monday morning to ready myself to go to school. That was like decades ago. I don't know what happened but now, I hate Monday. Okay, "hate" is a strong word, so I'd like to rephrase my statement - "I don't like Monday".

Since I became an adult especially when I started working, this day of the week has never been my favorite. Maybe because two days off are never enough to recharge from the 5 horrible, tiring and stressful days of work. It is the day when you have to wake up early in the morning which you never did for the past two weekend mornings that makes you all grumpy on the first hours of the day. It is the day when you have to see most people you never really like. It is the day when you have to wear uncomfortable clothes. It is the day when you have to act being an adult - a mature adult that is. It is the day when you really don't like working and trying to act like a busy employee.

Thus, it makes me wonder how it feels like being excited again.

Thus, it makes me think what can my attitude towards Monday change.

On a second thought, maybe the reasons I mentioned above are not the main motivation that explains my indifference towards this day. Maybe, I hate my work. Maybe I need to have a career change. Maybe it is not my passion to be infront of a computer all day fixing programs, developing systems for institutions who hires us for it. Maybe because I'm getting older and I still don't know what my life is heading to. Maybe because I haven't got all the love I can have yet. Maybe because nobody excites me anymore. Maybe it's just my whole attitute that has a problem and instead of hating myself, I'm bitching other things.

Stop! Breath. SIGH.